I wasn't judging you at all. I've said the same thing everyone else has said, and it all makes perfect sense.
Using your adjusting your lights and using your high beams for all the time driving is like installing a mini A/C unit in your jacket instead of taking your jacket off. It's a goofy way around a problem instead of actually fixing the problem.
Like I said in my first post, first thing you need to do is figure out what happened that your high's don't even come on anymore. That sounds like a messed up job in the electrical, that could lead to a lot more problems down the line. Second thing, if you're having problems seeing during normal driving with your lows, get proper headlights, and set them up correctly.